r e d.chilipepper

Cambridge at night

sigh... sometimes i wonder what i am missing.

lately, there seems to be a sentiment in my life of not catching on things. the cliched "ships passing in the night" type feeling. not sure what i have let gone astray, or what boat i've missed, but i can't seem to hold on to things quite the way i hoped or originally envisioned. it makes me wonder if another approach, another decision, if a few more hesitations would have made a big difference.

then i realize that it's moot thinking all these things. i suppose i'm just a little sad to have been remiss on all the possibility and potential. it's all very "ke si."