reclusive
i've been anti-social. it's been weird.
i don't like talking in front of many people. i avoid crowded settings and prefer the company of myself and a few people i feel comfortable with. i dislike meeting new people--i lack the energy, the motivation, to engage. i don't talk about myself or what's going on with me to anyone other than those i'm close with, if even then.
i can feel myself guarding what i say. i feel the little sprockets and gears churning in my head and yet not forming coherent enough thoughts to voice.
there are many things i want to do. there is very little time. i feel oppressed by things required of me. i rebel with silence.
i like my bunnies.
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i wish i had bunnies (or cats!) to keep me company when i'm feeling like a hermit. which i kinda have been. definitely behind on the emails for over a month (had my french family worried bc a girl with my first and last name died in some NYC fire, and i wasn't answering emails). definitely with you on the too many things to do, not enough time bit. *sigh* HUG!
Posted by: meena | October 4, 2005 08:10 AM
i've been meaning to write back to you. :P for the last month or so.
isn't it ridiculous? i was in the animation pencil test lab until near 2am yesterday.
i think i deserve a break. :P
*hug* to you too.
i will write you at some point within the next week (i think :P).
Posted by: me | October 4, 2005 10:58 AM
yes, you deserve a break. but, it doesn't seem like you can take one these days. so, *hug* and here's hoping that you get that break soon! ")
Posted by: bleusky | October 4, 2005 03:02 PM