burnt out
i try very hard not to be at this state of being. i bust my ass for this class at the vague glimmer of hope of an A-. i have no idea how i'm doing in my animation/illustration class at all.
it's just a little sad because the illustration assignment got cancelled so we're only doing animations now. and graphic design was never really what i wanted to do...
so it's that evil combination of having a lot of work to do that i don't have a passion for. i definitely find it interesting... but mere interest can't carry you through 14+ hours of work every day. my own consolation is that in a week and half, everything will be over, whether i do well in the classes or not.
the exhausted icon isn't doing it justice. it needs to be this inaminate melted blob on the floor with all its features oozing off. (i had another collapsing on floor without wanting to get up episode. it was horrible--to be that tired-- yet nice--to lie still.
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That sucks that things are going that tough for you right now. I know it's small comfort, but I'll keep happy thoughts for you to make it through. And if you're around this weekend, brunch is definitely doable. Or heck, even if you want to get out for an hour or two on a weeknight, food is alwasys a necessity, right?
Posted by: cshell | May 11, 2004 10:50 PM
thanks, shelly. :) brunch sounds good. :) maybe dinners, i'll give you a call if i find time.
as it is... i think i may have to cancel out on a friend--we were supposed to go to another gallery showing on friday and sushi after. but i don't think i'll finish my project if i do that...
Posted by: honeyfields | May 12, 2004 09:49 AM