March 25, 2004

Pits of despair

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck, fuck. I hate everything and everyone, but most especially happy people. They should be fucking shot. [/rant]

Some day I'll start a catalog of the various pits of despair. For now it's knowing that you are last fucking single person. EVER. Another pit of despair - no fucking Diet Cokes in the entire building. I think this pushed the other pit of despair deeper. I hate. I hate hating. I hate hating, and the person that usually slaps me out of my hating by making me laugh (or at least realize how ridiculous my hate is) is now one of THEM - the happy couple people. Fuck. The fact that I am using bold should underline exactly how pissed off I am at the world. I'm glad there's no alcohol within reach. Then I'd be pissed off AND hung over. Fuck.

Posted by cshell at March 25, 2004 04:11 PM
Comments

Wow.....I've never felt like I should apologize for being happy before.

Posted by: Tonya at March 26, 2004 05:22 PM

Don't be silly. Of course you shouldn't apologize for being happy. Revel in your happiness. I would if I were happy. (Not in an in your face sorta way - just enjoying it because it might go away some day.)

It was a momentary outburst. I'm better now, and in 10 minutes I'll be sad and in 2 hours I'll be content, and in 7 hours I'll be mad, etc.

Posted by: cshell at March 26, 2004 06:53 PM

Is it only happy couples that are the target of your rage? What about unhappy couples? Or happy single people?

Posted by: metamanda at March 27, 2004 01:11 AM