Don't you hate it when you have too many thoughts in your head? What did this mean? What did that mean? If I'd said that differently, what would have happened? I wonder what s/he is thinking? Should I say this or that? Should I say anything? What are the possible outcomes - good/bad/indifferent, and is it worth finding out? Why the hell won't my brain shut up?
They all chase around in my head until I feel like I'm spinning down, like a top running out of steam and about to topple over. This may be because I feel like crap (it's either allergies or the mother of all colds). It came up really suddenly (i.e. I was fine last night and this morning I woke up feeling like complete crap). This may also be because I am in a spin of my own making. I'll get out of it, and probably sooner rather than later, but sometimes you just need to think/feel the things you need to in order to let go.
Posted by cshell at February 10, 2004 10:39 PM